okay, after i re-read all my blog post, i feel like i'm such a random person. i wrote whatever i want and everything i've been thinking about. it's kinda' weird to see the fact that i'm a random person (admitting it doesn't make me feel any better, actually) oh god, see?? random again! errr!
but knowing and admitting i am a random person, i feel guilty about it. why? because i'm thinking how about my future if I'm still a random person? i feel terrible now because i'm not a really ambitious person. at first, i thought ambitious is a bad (oh no, annoying) behavior (is ambitious a behavior or is just something you think about?) but now, i see that ambition is really gonna help to see your future. is something you are strive to get. a goal. something you want to get so bloody bad. actually i'm kinda like "just go with the flow" person. i don't want to rush things. but now it is clear to me, some ambitious person are more successful than me. and i want to be like them, so much.they can get whatever they want. why can't i?
am i too late to realize it? i hope not, because i feel really want to change. make some goals and what-to-do list. and again, i hope it works because if it's not, i'd be useless person (for myself) oh, and i'm doing this not for other people around me,it's for myself. god, please help me to do this, amin :')
FYI, after i re-read this post (before i want to publish it) i'm thinking that this post is also random! oh my, i guess my brain start to work randomly so it makes me thinking everything is random. errrrr! yeah i have to admit, my blog is totally random. sometimes i wrote in English and sometimes i wrote in Indonesian. sometimes about stupid things and sometimes about something more complicated like love and life. and i've been thinking to delete all my older post and start something new (not some random posts again) but i don't want to delete those old posts (feeling gulity)
hooo yeeeaah! dengan sangat terpaksa saya harus mengakui bahwa saya mulai suka dan hampir kecanduan nonton serial the simpsons *sigh*ini semua gara-gara kelakuan kakak gue yang sepanjang hari nyetel itu film sialan. huhupagi, sambil sarapan nonton the simpsons di FOX channel, siangnya nonton the simpsons dari DVD, terus malem, nonton lagi di FOX channel. my life is full with you, simpsons!grrr! ada aja gitu ceritanya yang bikin gue penasaran terus,lucu, bego, bikin mikir, campur aduk deh di film itu. yang paling gue suka adalah omongannya Homer kalo lagi kesel, dia pasti ngucapin "d'ah!" (ya, ya, gue tau lo pasti ngga kebayang nadanya gimana, makanya nonton aja filmnya) AHAHA karakter masing- masing tuh kuat banget dan ga ada yang mirip (kecuali Bart sama Homer, sama begonya) belom lagi si Maggie (anaknya yang paling kecil) lucu banget. dia walaupun diem- diem gitu suka ngagetin. yang tau-tau jago bela diri lah, jago nyetir lah..ada aja :) oke, gue perkenalkan mereka satu-satu ya biar adil (siapa juga gitu yang berebut pengen tau?)haha
HOMER pemarah, bodoh (super bodoh),romantis, baik hati,berpikiran pendek.
BART nakal, jahil, bodoh, kadang jadi kakak yang baik buat lisa, cerdik
LISA adik perempuannya bart, pintar (ehm,jenius), suka musik jazz, buddhist, baik hati. pokoknya tipikal anak kesayangan mama papa deh.