crash and burn

sayang.

hilang.

saya.

mohon.

kembali.

merasa memiliki.

maaf.

maaf.

maaf.

berantakan.

tidak berarti.

tidak ingin kehilangan.

hancur.

kembalilah.




sayang.

super combo!

okee post gue disini mau cerita tentang hobi-makan-gue. hal ini gue lakukan karena gue lagi lapaaaar! mendadak gue pengen makan makanan ini :

sashimi
udah dari lama gue belom kesampean makan itu salmon-segar-dicelup-kecap-asin. nyuuumm!

macaroni panggang
gue kangen banget sama macaroni panggang di bogor. tempatnya homey banget, dikelilingin pohon tua jadinya adeeeem. terus makanannya juga enak enak :9


bubur ayam barito
udah banyak yang bilang kalo bubur ini enaak banget. buburnya banyak, yang bikin beda, dia dikasih cheese stick, dan ga tau kenapa itu bisa jadi enaaaaak banget!


iga bakar
aduuuh, enaknya.apalagi kalo dagingnya gampang dilepas dari tulangnya. yummm!

mohon dimaklumi ya kalo bikin yang baca ikut laper. gue juga laper meen..haha
dan maaf juga kalo post gue nyampah (gue rasa ga cuma post ini yang nyampah) :P

randomized

okay, after i re-read all my blog post, i feel like i'm such a random person. i wrote whatever i want and everything i've been thinking about. it's kinda' weird to see the fact that i'm a random person (admitting it doesn't make me feel any better, actually) oh god, see?? random again! errr!

but knowing and admitting i am a random person, i feel guilty about it. why? because i'm thinking how about my future if I'm still a random person?
i feel terrible now because i'm not a really ambitious person. at first, i thought ambitious is a bad (oh no, annoying) behavior (is ambitious a behavior or is just something you think about?)
but now, i see that ambition is really gonna help to see your future. is something you are strive to get. a goal. something you want to get so bloody bad.
actually i'm kinda like "just go with the flow" person. i don't want to rush things. but now it is clear to me, some ambitious person are more successful than me. and i want to be like them, so much.they can get whatever they want.
why can't i?

am i too late to realize it? i hope not, because i feel really want to change. make some goals and what-to-do list. and again, i hope it works because if it's not, i'd be useless person (for myself)
oh, and i'm doing this not for other people around me,it's for myself.
god, please help me to do this, amin :')

FYI, after i re-read this post (before i want to publish it) i'm thinking that this post is also random! oh my, i guess my brain start to work randomly so it makes me thinking everything is random. errrrr!
yeah i have to admit, my blog is totally random. sometimes i wrote in English and sometimes i wrote in Indonesian. sometimes about stupid things and sometimes about something more complicated like love and life. and i've been thinking to delete all my older post and start something new (not some random posts again) but i don't want to delete those old posts (feeling gulity)

any suggestions?

THE SIMPSONS FEVER

hooo yeeeaah!
dengan sangat terpaksa saya harus mengakui bahwa saya mulai suka dan hampir kecanduan nonton serial the simpsons *sigh*ini semua gara-gara kelakuan kakak gue yang sepanjang hari nyetel itu film sialan. huhupagi, sambil sarapan nonton the simpsons di FOX channel, siangnya nonton the simpsons dari DVD, terus malem, nonton lagi di FOX channel. my life is full with you, simpsons!grrr!
ada aja gitu ceritanya yang bikin gue penasaran terus,lucu, bego, bikin mikir, campur aduk deh di film itu.
yang paling gue suka adalah omongannya Homer kalo lagi kesel, dia pasti ngucapin "d'ah!" (ya, ya, gue tau lo pasti ngga kebayang nadanya gimana, makanya nonton aja filmnya) AHAHA
karakter masing- masing tuh kuat banget dan ga ada yang mirip (kecuali Bart sama Homer, sama begonya)
belom lagi si Maggie (anaknya yang paling kecil) lucu banget. dia walaupun diem- diem gitu suka ngagetin. yang tau-tau jago bela diri lah, jago nyetir lah..ada aja :)
oke, gue perkenalkan mereka satu-satu ya biar adil (siapa juga gitu yang berebut pengen tau?)haha

here goes..

HOMER
pemarah, bodoh (super bodoh),romantis, baik hati,berpikiran pendek.


BART
nakal, jahil, bodoh, kadang jadi kakak yang baik buat lisa, cerdik

LISA
adik perempuannya bart, pintar (ehm,jenius), suka musik jazz, buddhist, baik hati. pokoknya tipikal anak kesayangan mama papa deh.



MAGGIE
imut, lucu, negemesin, diem-diem menghanyutkan

MARGE
ibu yang baik, pintar, pengertian, ga neko- neko.hahah

in all, the simpsons are, good (but not good for your brain actually) haha