chupachup apple.

Singer gone wrong

2012-01-23T22:23:00.000+07:00

this is too much. really! when i first saw this video, i can't even watch until it ends. SUCKS!

so, there's this indonesian singer named Ayu Ting-Ting debuted a hit dangdut (a genre of a song) titled "alamat palsu". in short, everyone in Indonesia noticed her. okay, furthermore, she told infotainment that she's a huge fan of K-POP. fine. there's no problem there..until finally it gone wrong...

so please see this video first

that is a LIVE performance. she's really LOST ON THE LYRICS. she might be thinking that people wouldn't notice her self-made lyric. but guess what? she's singing 2NE1's hit song = everyone knows the song very well. i personally love 2NE1 so i feel embarrassed seeing her singing 2NE1's song. firstly, this song are sang by 4 people. there's a reason for that, so the singer wouldn't overwhelmed with the fast-beat-lyric. so instead of delivering a great song, she's overwhelmed and she even couldn't catch her breathe. second of all, just please, pick other song if you only know the refrain part. this is a total FAIL.

sincerely, embarrassed 2NE1 fan.

dating

2011-12-29T23:33:00.001+07:00

just found out this "how-to-date-mr.bean-style" on youtube. super funny, i mean, literary hilarious!

see it yourself :)

up on the concert

2011-12-08T23:23:00.001+07:00

well hello there!

it's been a really long time since my last post (again). i can tell that this semester would be the busiest semester i've ever had. i thought 3rd semester was a nightmare because i have to prepare myself for 2 international exam, but thank god, i pass with exceptional score. this semester really took my weekends away. but anyway, here i am, writing this post, finally.

oh, a few weeks ago i ordered shoes from i wear up,

and turns out i really love it. i managed to buy other model soon. if you like some casual heels or wedges, you should give a visit to that website :)

and another thing, i've told you before about YG Family Train right? i watched on youtube for the event review and videos. i think those action are totally wrong because i get really jealous on people who have a chance to watch YG Family Concert 2011. why? because EVERYONE says it was SUPER AWESOME! DAEBAK!

and this is what i mean for super awesome;

1. BIGBANG (minus Taeyang) singing 2NE1's I am The Best

2. you can see T.O.P doing sexy dance

3. their voice are super awesome

what would you ask for more?

i just wish i could watch Bigshow 2012. wish me luck!

anyway, have you seen youtube's new icon? i somehow, got really annoyed for it. do you?

Big Train

2011-11-10T21:41:00.001+07:00

So, YG Entertainment will hold YG Family Concert 2011 in Seoul this December. and those pictures up there are how they promote the event. SUPER AWESOME!

a train fully decorated with YG artist. You name it, BIGBANG, 2NE1, Gummy, PSY, Tablo. michinommm!

well, i thought taking pictures of myself in a train is really ridiculous, especially in Indonesia. no one would do that. but if i'm on this train, i will take tons of pictures there :D

source : soompi

Sexy

2011-10-20T20:16:00.000+07:00

hello blogey. it's been a long time since my last post about turquoise beach,right?

i guess this semester would be the busiest semester so far. tons of assignments, projects, and events. i really hope i can push a "pause" button for a while. but actually i enjoy doing some of those projects. i really do love to make a concept of a new business venture. unfortunately i haven't got any chance to run a business by myself, i always get scared when i'm thinking "how if my business did not run well?" such a chicken.

oh well, sorry if i can't give a long post since i have to study for my mid term exam and finish my assignments and projects.wish me luck!

i leave you this super hot photo shoot of T.O.P and Yoon Eun Hye for Korean W magazine ;)

source: ibigbang

natural beauty

2011-09-25T18:14:00.003+07:00

east java is one of my favorite place to visit during holidays. i never get bored because there are tons to see and explore. whether the culinary experience or natural landscapes, they never disappoint me in any way. oh well, it is just the weather really humid there that annoyed me. i think without air conditioner, i'll probably be dead.

so here's my proof about great natural landscapes, i just visit klayar beach in pacitan, east java during my idul fitri holiday. as you all know, it is hard to find beaches with turquoise water around Indonesia exept in the east of Indonesia. but i just found a hidden treasure, yes! it is hidden because this klayar beach was in a far far away land. you need about 3 hours drive from pacitan to get there, and also the road will kill you if you can't drive well because you are about to find almost 45 degrees ramps along the way.

then, you'll think..is it worth for only a beach to visit? yes! it is worth, because the beach was very beautiful. you won't need to go to bali anymore for a turquoise beach :)

i'll let these pictures talk..

Turquoise water. could you ask for more?

Long way to go

amazing view

great view + turquoise water = HAPPY FACE :D

Summers,Autumns,Secret Garden

2011-08-26T21:06:00.008+07:00

annyeong! it's review time!

since i don't have anything to do and i don't have a job during my holiday, i spent weeks reading books and watching korean dramas. yeah, i've been into k-waves lately, k-pop and k-dramas are things that i'm really into. but first, i want to review one of the book i read.

9 SUMMERS 10 AUTUMNS by Iwan Setyawan

this is really an inspiring book. it tells about a boy who struggle to survive in life to get a better living for him and his family. the story is really touching, i love how he write the story, he tells it in a flash back plot. in my opinion, i'm not really satisfied with the whole story, because i expect him to write more about how did he get the chance to work in New York (in a more specific and detailed story). i'm also curious about the little boy in his story, who is it? is he just the writer's imagination or is he really alive?
but in all, i like this book. although there are several stories like this, such as laskar pelangi, i still love to know about other people's way to get their dreams :)

moving on.. to the next review..

so i've told you that i'm really into k-dramas, and as you already know, i would like to review one of my favorite drama so far. yaaay!

SECRET GARDEN

The drama tells the story of Kim Joo Won (Hyun Bin), an arrogant and eccentric CEO who maintains the image of seeming perfection, and Gil Ra Im (Ha Ji Won), a poor and humble stuntwoman whose beauty and body are the object of envy amongst top actresses. Their accidental meeting, when Joo Won mistakes Ra Im for actress Park Chae Rin, marks the beginning of a tense, bickering relationship, through which Joo Won tries to hide a growing attraction to Ra Im that both confuses and disturbs him. To complicate matters further, a strange sequence of events results in them swapping bodies. Source: DramaWiki

yeah, i'm not really good in putting words into a story so i just copied the synopsis from other website. sorry ;)

well, i really really really like this drama! yeah, altough the story counted as fantasy, i still love it! it has a great story and really entertaining as well.
this drama successfully make me laugh and cried at 2 in the morning (yeah, i stay up late because i can't stop watching it) you SHOULD watch it if you're into k-dramas.

BONUS! since BIGBANG and SECRET GARDEN are my favorite, this is a combo for you. BIGBANG SECRET GARDEN PARODY. supeerrr funny!

part 1

part 2

have a great holiday for those who celebrate Idul Fitri :)

pict source 1 l 2

K-drama over Sinetron

2011-08-11T22:19:00.007+07:00

lately, I've been observing why i love k-dramas more than Indonesian drama, which most Indonesian called it Sinetron. well, there are numerous reason why i love k-dramas in first place.

SINETRON

1. it has mostly more than 100 episodes for a single drama.
2. the storyline, most of the time is boooorriiiinngg.
3. the protagonist cast cried every episode.
4. they shoot every episode in a same place. whether the hospital scene, airport scene and others are shot in a same place.
5. i think, the cast are not really that "good looking".
6. most of the cast cannot act the way they supposed to.thus, you can't feel what that person feels.
7. the story always about a girl who has a never-ending miserable life around vicious people. how could that be possible???
8. the teenage sinetron stories are mostly about girls fighting over a boy who's not really that good anyway -_-

K-DRAMA

1. mostly it has 16-30 episode for a single drama.
2. the storyline is fascinating, always makes me exited to see the next episode.
3. if there's a sad scene, it mostly touch my heart and i cried over it.
4. the scenery always amazed me. if there's a scene where they should go to an island, they're really shoot it there.
5. the male and female cast are mostly good looking :D6. for me, the cast are well-suited with their role.
7. the story is never about a miserable girl who always crying over her miserable life. sometimes it inspiring.
8. the words they are using are appropriate. they never shouted like : "gilaaa! guweeehh benci banget sama cewek kegatelan itu. dia ngerebut pacaar guweeehh! gelaa ga sihh?! OMG!"

this is just my opinion, so no offense. i appreciate those who loves Sinetron anyway :)

this has nothing to do with the topic, but this is big. T.O.P of BIGBANG goes blonde!
*yay or nay?*
pict

ILY

2011-08-09T10:52:00.004+07:00

..love, is when 2 person holding their hands together..
when 1 person letting go his/her hand, could this be still called as love?

pict

twenty

2011-07-30T12:35:00.003+07:00

as much as i love that people remember my birthday, it irritates me to know i'm getting older and being 20 annoyed me, somehow. maybe i put too much pressure to myself. but being 20 for me means i should start to looking for a job (though i'm still in college). i want to get more experience before i graduate.

what do you think about being 20? and what would you do/what you have done when you're 20?

*though this doesn't have anything to do with the topic, i just want to put this pic on this post*

how cuteee? :3 big love for GD oppa <3
source

dragon on top

2011-07-22T22:17:00.008+07:00

i love when a guy dressed up so properly, in a suit. i think its hot, somehow. i always love how chuck bass in gossip girl dressed up. so chic yet, fashionable. then i saw GDragon, one of BIGBANG members. he has a similar style to chuck bass. mostly he wear suit in his photos and MV. he's a hottie!

my favorite GD suit and hairstyle.

i can't describe how i adore him. he's not only fashionable, he's also a music genius! i mean, i love all of his song when he collaborate with TOP. (TOP has very sexy voice, of course i adore him too) man.. he's dreamy..

this MV is... (speechless)

sorry if i'm exaggerating, but i do adore him.big love for GD oppa :)

pict source:
fuckyeahgdragon
soompi

dramas

2011-07-19T22:19:00.005+07:00

..romantic scenes always makes me feel butterflies in my stomach..

thanks to tons of korean drama dvds i bought few days ago, playful kiss is my current favorite drama. although it has cheesy story, it successfully makes me feel happy.

~going to buy more K-dramas~

pict source: weheartit

not-so-cute-anymore

2011-07-04T21:46:00.003+07:00

i think somehow, this is hillarious..

tuesday

2011-06-30T22:12:00.003+07:00

class, statistic, management,KFC,happy!

that summer girl

2011-06-27T22:47:00.005+07:00

IKEA scenes

Expectation and Reality scenes

just so you know, i just watch 500 days of summer movie a few hours ago. i know, i'm super late. well, the movie was inspirational yet it makes me wondering..

why do Summer can do everything that she wants? i mean like, kissing someone who she barely knew. how could it be that easy? and when she was asked by Tom why she did that, she answered "because i want to.."
i wish i can say the same thing. she can control her feelings, she can control how her relationship is going to be, she can do anything she wants to. well then again, my question for now: is it because Summer is great controller or Tom is really dumb?

in short, i love the movie. i love those cute scenes at IKEA, i love how Tom thinks about faith and true love :D

ps: i love Summer's hairstyle and wardrobe. i mean, all her dresses.. CUTE!

pict source
1 I 2 I 3

little java

2011-06-09T21:11:00.011+07:00

last long weekend, (just like other people in Jakarta) me and my family having a trip to Bandung. It was nearly accident trip because we are not really planning to go there. but then, my mom insisted to go out of town, so here we go!

me and my mom search a hotel through the internet. then we found a hotel, a really nice hotel (no, i'm not paid to advertise this place). it was located in Lembang, so the weather is pretty cold there. what interesting for my family was the architecture, the place is designed in authentic javanese furniture. oh, the hotel named Jadul Village.

the restaurant, located in higher place, so the view was really amazing. and yes, it was surrounded by rice field :D

this is the spa area.one word, lovely.

we just stayed for 1 night. and the next day.. we're going to "Kampung Gajah" which located near the hotel. i have no idea what's inside this place but since we don't know where to go, we tried this place. well, it is actually just like a theme park where you can ride go-kart, ATV, horse, and many more.
so i tried one of the ride, SEGWAY.

what is a segway?

a two wheeled self-balancing personal transport

how to use it?

To move forward or backward on the Segway, the rider just leans slightly forward or backward. To turn left or right, the rider simply moves the LeanSteer frame left or right.

The Segway can take you places that a car or bicycle can't - including inside many stores, office buildings, businesses, airports, elevators, and trains. Although they're ideal for short jaunts, Segway can travel as far as 24 miles/38 km on a single battery charge, depending on terrain, payload, and riding style.
(source: segway.com)

i have heard about this thing, and i've seen it in Agent Cody Banks movie (yes, it was ages ago). for me, it was a REALLY NICE RIDE!
i never thougt that this ride is really useful. i already imagine to utilize this thing in many ways if i have one ;)

meet my sis and my bro ;)

for me, the rent price of this ride is slightly high, 100.000 rupiahs for 15 minutes ride. yet, it worth for a try :) bet you'll be craving to have one..

childhood times

2011-06-07T22:21:00.004+07:00

miss these things, things that are really famous during my childhood times..

organizer

a mini organizer that has various kinds of cute picture on the paper. i used to trade the paper inside with my friends while also write our bio data on our friend's organizer.

springy butterfly hair clip

yess! it's the "IT" accessory at that time. i'm sorry i can't get the picture, even from Google. the one that i have was missing, so i can't take the picture of it.

Petualangan Sherina

a musical movie, ah, she's my idol at that time and yes, everything on the movie makes a new trend among children. the bandages, chocolate chips in a lunch box, and i even remember some words that Sherina says on the movie.

Milo Car from school-to-school

when i was at elementary,there was a car (i call it milo car) that came to my school about once in 3 months. Every time the car come, we always queue to get a cup of milo milk, like a tester.
FYI, until today i still drink milo milk but it never taste like when i got it at school. and i don't know why -_-

barbie doll

if you're a girl, i'm sure it is the "IT" toy when you was a kid. I do love playing this cute toy. i have like 10 at that time, i even have the barbie house. the one that very special was a barbie that my uncle sent from Japan, the package include a dressing table full of barbie's make up kit and fake hair, and hair color.

pict source:
http://www.asia.ru/
http://milesfilms.net/
http://vector4u.com/
http://www.nikao.ws/

cute lil' things

2011-06-01T21:15:00.005+07:00

this is totally cute! i should get one of these :3

a super cute coin bank

and since i a huge fan of doughnuts, i also should get one of this. a doughnut saver!

source 1 Rakuten
source 2 Rakuten

i want that!

2011-05-18T19:28:00.006+07:00

i hope this brand will come to Indonesia, SOON!

media

2011-05-12T22:02:00.001+07:00

why does media loves to exaggerate things?

masih inget ini kan?

atau ini?

pasti udah enek kan liat muka mereka di tv?

sama.

gue heran, kenapa sih media seneng banget ngebesar besarin berita yang (menurut gue) ga penting?contoh : artis tenar lewat youtube yang sebenernya cuma sekedar "one hit wonder".
contohnya shinta-jojo sama briptu norman kamaru. tapi gue mau bahas si norman aja..(bukan, bukan karna gue ngefans sama dia) nih beberapa contoh beritanya;

1. briptu norman kamaru masuk tv gara-gara video lipsync
2. norman ke jakarta buat panggilan pekerjaan (plus, masuk acara-acara live di tv)
3. norman jadi berita paling hot selama 1 minggu
4. norman (di salah satu acara infotainment) keliling kampung naik tank (what the...?!)
5. norman dikasih hadiah motor
6. norman di rumah orang (ga tau siapa) keluar dari balkonnya dan di bawah rumah itu ada orang sekampung pada neriakin dia suruh nyanyi (ngalah ngalahin paus nongol dari jendela terus dadah dadah ke orang-orang)
7. norman masuk rumah sakit
8. norman dikasih hadiah rumah seharga 100 juta sama beli mobil
..dan masih banyak berita lainnya..

don't you sick of him?
sebenernya menurut gue bukan salah si norman sih. salah media yang terus-terusan bikin berita tentang dia. bikin orang (atau GUE, lebih tepatnya) jadi enek dan berakibat = males nonton tv.

kapan sih media bisa bikin berita yang bener?atau seengaknya berbobot deh. .kenapa kalo ada satu kasus yang 'nyeleneh' langsung di blow up terus terusan di media? media kan harusnya mengedukasi masyarakat? apa sebenernya media cuma ngikutin maunya masyarakat? terus pertanyaannya, masyarakat yang mana?

amin

2011-05-06T22:35:00.001+07:00

dear God,

please answer my questions.

thank you.

cheap, right?

2011-05-04T19:31:00.005+07:00

beberapa hari yang lalu gue makan di restoran bebek goreng di daerah tebet. sialnya gue kesana pas banget jam makan siang jadi rame banget gitu. gue aja sampe masuk waiting list.tapi enak, servicenya cepet. gue cuma nunggu sekitar 10 menit udah dateng pesenan gue.
teruuus ada percakapan singkat antara gue dan yang ngelayanin

mas-mas (yang mukanya mirip anggota smash) : mau pesan apa mbak?
gue : emmm.. (masih liat menu)
(selang beberapa detik)
mas-mas : mbak, mau pesen apa?(dengan nada ngga sabaran)
gue : emm... bebek goreng
mas-mas : mau dada apa paha?
gue: emm.. paha
mas-mas : jadi, bebek goreng paha, 2 ya (pesenan gue sama temen gue)
gue: eh ganti dada deh mas
mas- mas: (dengan tampang kesel + ngga sabaran) aduh, oh jadi paha 1, dada 1 ya?
gue : iya.

ge rasa mas masnya ngga sabar karena abis dia kerja mau lanjut ke studio rekaman buat produksi lagu terbaru sama anggota lainnya -_-

eh, FYI yah,

bebeknya enaaak, sambelnya mantap

ampe pulangnya gue jadi sakit perut.haha
ada yang lucu pas gue dapet struk pembayaran, ada tulisan begini

iya, murah emang harga bebeknya. kebetulan pas itu gue bayar "cuma" 53.ooo buat 2 orang. muraaah..
tapi coba lo bayangin kalo lo makan rame" sekitar 10 orang terus lo di kasih struk dengan tulisan kaya gitu? muka lo pasti mendadak asem dan ngedumel dalam hati. murah apanya? !@$*?%#

award-times-3!

2011-04-25T22:13:00.005+07:00

lalala dapet award. cihui!

makasih ya buat astian, rhyfhad, sama cacan udah ngasih awardnya. jadi berasa ada juga yang baca blog gue. haha

kenapa yah gue pas baru dikasih tau dapet award tuh seneng, berbunga-bunga, sampe kepikiran tiap mau tidur (hiperbola) iya pokoknya yang jelas gue seneng gitu, berasa blog gue ada juga yang baca, syukur- syukur ada yang suka dan mau follow. hehe
TAPIIIII
di satu sisi, gue baru sadar bahwa award itu pekerjaan yang ehm, agak menyebalkan. gue harus ngasih award itu ke orang lain lagi (mungkin niatnya biar semua orang kebagian kali ya? mulia sih niatnya, cuma rada tega juga kalo di pikir- pikir)

tapi ya udah lah yaaa? gue terima nasip

gue disuruh nyeritain diri sendiri?

19 y.o soon to be 20 and yes, that number bothers me much.

gue kasih buat

audrey

melinda

ve

bunga

ava

kancut sobek (emang enak luu, dapet award lagi? haha :p)

yossy

mela

udah dulu ah, capek. ikhlas ko, ikhlas ngerjainnya :D
ntar kalo gue udah ngga males, dan internetnya ngga lemot gue pasti lanjutin. mampus kan tuh masih ada 15 orang yang belom gue kasihin award? okee, to be continued..

super yayness!

2011-04-18T21:12:00.004+07:00

super junior mau konser di indonesia. super junior mau konser di indonesia!aaaaah!!!

ehm, gue sebenernya bukan fans berat yang tergila-gila banget gitu sama suju. cuma ehm, gue juga ngga tau kenapa segini bersemangatnya jadi pengen nonton. setelah tadi pagi dengan ngga sengaja gue ikut numpang baca koran orang sebelah gue di kereta, dan tau berita itu, seharian gue galau.

gue pengen liat siwon!

konsernya tanggal 4 juni. berhubung gue maunya ngeliat mereka di depan mata gue, gue pengen tiket festival (iya, gapapa berdiri yang penting bisa liat dari deket) dan ternyata harganya 2 juta.
oke, gue langsung mikir buat ngepet (tentu saja bukan gue yang jadi babinya). tapi kayanya susah juga nyari temen yang mau gue suruh jadi babi, terus gue juga ngga tau mau ngepetin rumah siapa? rumah walikota? ah, yang ada dapetnya rebana sama peci. ga bisa buat beli tiket.
rumahnya pejabat? ah, duitnya pasti keburu abis di pake belanja bini-bininya beli tas hermes sama LV.
terus gue ngepetin rumah siapa nih?

gue rasanya pengen sakit, terus sok sok ngga mau makan biar lebay. nanti kan nyokap gue ngerayu gitu, supaya gue mau makan sama minum obat. nah, disinilah gue ngeluarin jurus supaya nyokap percaya dan terpaksa nurutin maunya gue

kira kira bakalan begini percakapannya;

gue : "aku pokoknya mau makan sama minum obat kalo mama beliin aku tiket konser suju!"
nyokap : "emang berapa harganya?"
gue : " 2 juta mah.."
nyokap : "ngga bisa kurang? udah kamu nonton di youtube aja lah.."
gue : "..."

HELP!

2011-04-12T21:55:00.002+07:00

tiba-tiba reading list di blog gue ilang semua yang berarti = gue ngga follow siapapun. ada yang tau ga gimana cara ngebalikinnya?

HELP! HELP! HELP!

foodies frenzy

2011-04-07T21:53:00.007+07:00

i'm a big fan of pasta, since my mom usually made it for us (me, my bro, my sis) every morning, we are totally pasta addicts. you name it; penne, fusilli, macaroni, spaghetti, farfalle, fettuccine. i've tasted them all with various kind of sauce. mom, you're the best! :D

sorry for poor quality photo

and.. this is not an ordinary spaghetti. this is my all-time-favorite-pasta! well actually the main ingredients are the same with ordinary spaghetti. but i add broccoli,carrots, deep fried calamari and dory fish.superb!
FYI, if you want to cook dory fish, don't add more salt to it because the fish itself is already salty. and cook it fast because you don't want the fish meat to crumble.

i'm also a big fan of dory fish. my love at first bite happened at Fish&Co restaurant,

where the first time i tried their famous fish and chips. i love the texture of the fish, it's very light and salty. for those who haven't tried, YOU SHOULD TRY! fyi, this is a pan portion, and i should tell you that 1 pan of this fish and chips can be eaten by 2 people.

pict source

perfect saturday evening

2011-03-26T22:47:00.009+07:00

cycling in the evening around the house

then,

boyfriend + comfort couch + great-relationship-talk : perfect!

i would love to have this kind of evening every Saturday

pict source: ffffound

lifetime happiness

2011-03-24T18:27:00.006+07:00

lately, i've been playing this game called The Sims 3. this game is a simulation of our (human) life. you can do so much things in it, moreover, you can manage yourselves to be someone you really wanted to be.

what interesting for me in this game, there is a lifetime happinness that you should achive in order to make your sim's happy. if there's a wish that you wanted to make it come true, you do the task. but if you don't want to, just simply delete it from your sim's wish list. every sim's wish list is different, depend on their trait,which you choose when the first time you creating the sim.

well the truth is, in our real life, we will be happy if we can get or achive things we wanted to. but then, if we done it, we will ask for more. is it greedy or is it normal?

well..this is my current lifetime happiness. i'm dying to get this one.a bowler hat. oh, pleaseee tell me where i can find it!

tell me your lifetime happiness :)

adorable boys!

2011-03-12T23:24:00.008+07:00

well, i do like reality drama (or whatever it called) on tv. i watch kimora-life in a fab lane and the kardashians (keeping up with the kardashians, kourtney and kim take new york) tv shows. so i do know about these adorable babies :D

this is Mason Disick. Kourtney Kardashian baby boy. he is totally CUTE (and fashionable)!

he is Kenzo Lee.Kimora Lee Simmons' baby boy. ADORABLE!
i can tell that he is a smart little boy who understands both spoken and sign language. cool!

snow on a bay

2011-03-08T22:02:00.012+07:00

mau norak nih. pameer, abis ke snowbay :)

random info

1. apaan tuh snowbay? dimandose?
snowbay tuh waterpark (bahasa kerennya), kolam renang (bahasa desanya). ada di dalam taman mini indonesia indah.

2. ada apaan aja? kolam persegi panjang doang kan?
sotoy. ada mainannya di dalem,bentuk kolamnya juga macem-macem.perosotan dengan segala macem model. asoy.

3. berapa tiket masuknya?
100.000 rupiah kalo dewasa.terus kalo bawa kartu pelajar bayarnya jadi lebih murah.

4. ih mahal banget?
kalo mau murah berenang di empang sana -_-

udah lah ya ngga usah nanya mulu. nih gue kasih fotonya.

eh gue kesana sama pacar, and finally, IT'S A DATE! wooohooo! dari kemaren-kemaren mau jalan berduaan gagal mulu soalnya :P

sorry for my silly face&pose :p

bf in fish eye effect ;)

untung banget gue kesana ga rame. jadi ngantri permainannya juga ngga lama. cuma rada sebel sama anak SD (kayaknya dari jawa, soalnya ngomongnya medok gitu) yang ngga ngerti ngantri.astagaa, berasa pengen gue dorong tuh ke dalem perosotan.
jangan tertipu ngeliat foto gue dengan muka yang "baik-baik saja" karena sebenarnya muka gue itu item banget abis berenang *nangis*

labil teenager

2011-03-05T11:32:00.004+07:00

beberapa pertanyaan yang sering di ajukan orang-orang ke gue..

1. wit, facebook lo kemana?

jawab : gue deactivate. karena berantem sama pacar (lame, i know -_-) gue juga udah mulai bosen maenan facebook.

2. wit, lo ngga punya twitter?

jawab : ngga. gue belom ngerasa butuh. jujur aja, gue emang belom ngerasa butuh punya twitter, mungkin gue bakal ngerasa butuh kalo facebook udah hilang dari peradaban. dan gue bukan orang yang segitu updatenya soal social media.

3. temen gue nanya di chat facebook beberapa waktu yang lalu.wit, ngga ada YM? kenapa? ga gaul banget lo.

jawab : ngga, punyanya MSN. add aja msn gue (promosi) gue bukan orang yang ikut-ikutan. kalo orang punya YM gue ikutan bikin, kalo orang punya twitter, ikutan bikin (maaf ya, bukannya mau nyindir, cuma nyatanya banyak yang begitu)
...dan temen gue pun merasa tersindir setelah gue jawab begitu.maaf ya, haha

oke, lanjut. kenapa judul post ini LABIL TEENAGER?

menurut lo, apa sih yang di maksud dengan ababil? pasti lo semua tau kan? ababil = ABG labil.

definisi labil itu sendiri tuh apa?

disini gue mau nyeritain soal guilty pleasure menurut gue yaitu.. GLEE dan K-POP (yang menurut pacar gue, suka begituan kaya ABG labil)

gue dulu pas jamannya glee baru keluar, ngga begitu peduli. ditambah lagi kakak gue bilang itu film tentang anak-anak cupu yang doyannya nyanyi. tambah ngga ada hasrat nontonnya. eh sampailah pada hari dimana gue tanpa sengaja nonton glee di tv kabel. trus gue suka gitu. gue ikutin tiap episode dan gue pun mulai nyariin videonya di youtube (labil, iya emang. gue tau kok)

ternyata menurut gue ngga jelek-jelek amat kok ya filmnya? seru gitu, lagunya banyak yang di remake. dan gue sukaaa, dan ada pesan yang bagus dari tiap episode. emang cocok bener buat anak ABG.

terus, K-POP

gue mulai dengerin lagu-lagu k-pop gara gara temen gue ada yang suka banget sama super junior (buat yang ngga tau, itu tuh boyband asal korea yang beranggotakan 13 penyanyi tapi sekarang tinggal 11)
gue awalnya mikir itu cuma sekelompok boyband yang gayanya kaya gay terus nari-nari. but turns out, i love their songs :D
gue iseng deh lagi-lagi nyari lagunya di youtube. dan lagi-lagi, gue jadi sukaaa!

salah siapa nih yang bikin glee sama super junior itu hal yang berbau ABG banget? emang yang boleh suka begituan cuma anak-anak ABG doang? (terus gue apa ya? sok banget ngga mau dibilang ABG labil. hahaha)

jadi sebenernya, apa sih yang di sebut atau di sangkut pautkan sama hal-hal berbau "labil" dan "ABG"?

rock e teer

2011-02-28T00:04:00.003+07:00

"you make me feel like i can touch the planet
you want the moon? girl, watch me grab it!"

this song is actually pretty sweet, i <3 Far East Movement :)

when it hurts, i scream

2011-02-21T18:13:00.005+07:00

kemarin,

yang namanya jujur kadang bisa bikin ngais-ngais tanah,bengong,teriak, marah, nangis.
bikin lo berasa pengen mendadak jadi budek buat beberapa saat.
berharap cuma mimpi.

sakit.
should i trust you from now on?

pict source

silly, you may say

2011-02-18T11:24:00.008+07:00

some random things i do;

1. counting how many hours i get for sleep. i did it like every day, especially when i slept at 2 or 3 am.
2. set my alarm but when it's ringing, i wake up and turn it off and back to sleep, then when i wake up (again) and knowing that i'm late, i scream and run to take a bath.
3. always wear clothes that match my shoes, bag, or accessories.
4. eat my dinner at 4 pm then, i eat something again at 10 pm.
5. always make other people around me get shock because they hear me scream (not like 'aaaaaaaaah~' scream, but more like 'HA?' but very loud HA?)

what's yours?

i'm in my holiday week, but instead of going on a trip, i ended up watching gossip girl season 4 in my bedroom all day. it sucks.

Lustful

2011-02-15T22:05:00.004+07:00

Leech crawling all over your brain. Craft scrumptious potrait of corrupt desire, thing that little heart denies but could not hold back.

Overwhelming one's sinful possession..

Sitta Karina, Pesan dari bintang
http://ffffound.com

err

2011-02-06T16:48:00.006+07:00

just want to share these pictures.
quite a work,eh?
source : http://ffffound.com

technology invasion!

2011-01-29T23:58:00.005+07:00

how could people possibly saying that they having a good conversation while at the same time they updated their status or tweet about it?
i just don't get it.

it's obviously stating that those people having conversations between their PHONE and their FRIEND. no offense but for me, it's really pathetic.

pict source : rocknerd.wordpress.com

substitusi

2011-01-14T19:16:00.003+07:00

if you're in love with someone, you would change yourself to be a better person.

jadi gini, setelah gue pikir- pikir punya pacar itu bisa ngerubah lo dalam berbagai hal. dari sifat lo, gaya lo, kebiasaan buruk lo, dan lain lain.
ngga ngerti sama apa yang gue omongin? oke, gue kasih contoh.

situasi : cowok suka mabok, dugem ketemu sama cewek perhatian, cantik, baik, sabar.

setelah mereka jadian, si cewek minta cowoknya buat berubah, ngga suka mabok lagi, ngga suka dugem lagi dengan alasan dia sayang sama cowok itu, dan dia mau bikin perubahan.
karena merasa di perhatiin (atau ngga enak) akhirnya si cowok berhenti mabok"an, ngga pernah dugem lagi.

jadi, menurut gue kesimpulannya bagi si cowok, cewek itu kaya (barang) substitusi

si cowok ngga perlu mabok dan dugem karena udah punya cewek yang perhatian sama dia dan minta dia buat berubah.dia jadi punya kesibukan lain selain dugem dan mabok, yaitu PACARAN. ya, walaupun kemungkinannya lo bisa makin kere karena nraktirin dia terus, tapi lo seenggaknya seneng.

mabok+dugem = cewek cantik,perhatian, sabar.
sungguh substitusi yang menguntungkan :D

Art Nouveau

2011-01-10T22:53:00.005+07:00

nemu quotes ini di buku sejarah desain yang gue baca;

Form Follows Function
"adalah sudah merupakan hukum, bagi yang organis maupun anorganis, yang fisis dan metafisis, semua yang sifatnya manusiawi dan yang diatas manusiawi, semua manifestasi yang jujur dari dunia pikiran, hati nurani dan dari lubuk jiwa yang dalam, bahwa yang dapat direkam oleh indera manusia dari kenyataan hidup ini, adalah kenyataan bahwa bentuk selalu mengikuti fungsinya" -Sullivan

simple.but they do, indeed.

in the dark

2010-12-25T21:58:00.009+07:00

playing with my digicam and found some sort of special effect in it. so here are some pictures of them. FYI, these pictures are taken in my super-bright bedroom. and i didn't turn off the light. it's the magic of my digicam :D

33rd jazz goes to campus

2010-12-01T19:44:00.004+07:00

please don't expect i will give you loads of pictures at JGTC. no. FYI, i didn't take any picture. why? i don't know why i didn't do that, actually. i think either forgot or i'm finding that i really enjoy the show.
so, with 37.000 rupiahs for the entrance fee, i can see Endah n Rhesa, Jakarta Broadway Team and Mawar Merah, a female ensamble. those are not really who i want to see, i actually wanted to see Maliq & d'essentials, but turns out, i can't see their performance. why? because they perform at midnight, like literaly midnight (00.00 am) and no one can pick me up to go home at that time.

anyways, what catch my eyes are Mawar Merah performance. really a surprise for me because, one of the vocalist is Gea (if you remember my older post, Forgotten Idols you might know who is she) i loveeee her voice and that day, i can really see her in front of my eyes. i just felt really lucky to have a chance like that. Mawar Merah performance is a tribute to a band (very famous band in indonesia) called Slank. another surprise is when the last song performed, Slank vocalist surprisingly come to the stage, and everybody scream, including me. Slank is actually like a rock band but in this event, their songs are sang in jazzy style and it's good, really ;)

so, maybe i will come to this event next year at 34th JGTC and i hope i can see Maliq & d'essentials ;)

life, as we know it

2010-11-16T21:23:00.006+07:00

kadang gue suka mikir, banyak banget hal hal yang bikin gue ngerasa hidup gue tinggal sebentar lagi. masa depan gue abstrak. bukan artinya gue ngga pernah mikirin atau planning masa depan gue, tapi gara gara hal hal seputar "kiamat-sebentar-lagi" gue jadi ngerasa ngga punya pilihan. kadang gue suka bingung, kenapa gue harus di lahirin saat saat mau kiamat. kenapa gue ngga di lahirin pas tahun 80'an gitu? jadi gue bisa ngerasain hidup lebih lama lagi, ngerasain bisa ngejar karir, sukses, nikah, punya anak dan seterusnya. coba sekarang? gue bahkan pernah ngebayangin kiamat terjadi pas gue lagi nikah. who knows, right?

bukannya gue nyesel atau ngga bersyukur, gue juga jadi bingung mau nyalahin (si)apa? gue pengen marahin yang bikin gosip 2012 bakalan kiamat, gue pengen marahin orang yang bilang "jaman sekarang semuanya udah terbalik, sebentar lagi kiamat", gue pengen marahin bokap nyokap gue karena gue di lahirin mendekati kiamat. tapi apa itu semua salah mereka? gue juga ngga yakin.

ada lagi yang bikin gue penasaran. afterlife
menurut agama yang gue anut, setelah kita (manusia) meninggal, kita akan dikelompokkan ke dalam 2 tempat. surga dan neraka. yang baik selama masa hidupnya bakalan nikmatin surga yang serba "wow" sedangkan yang ngga berkelakuan baik selama masa hidupnya bakalan di siksa di neraka sebagai "hukuman" atas perbuatannya di dunia.
yang jadi pertanyaan, apakah kita bakal punya kehidupan "lain" di dunia yang berbeda tersebut?apakah kita akan menjalanin hidup seperti di dunia (makan, tidur, komunikasi, bekerja)?
kalo di kepercayaan lain ada istilah reinkarnasi. jadi dia yang udah meninggal akan hidup lagi, bisa jadi manusia lagi atau jadi binatang. tergantung kelakuannya di masa hidupnya dulu.
nah, kalo gitu apakah di agama gue, Islam juga akan terjadi hal yang sama? atau "kehidupan" akan berhenti sampai di surga-neraka itu?

terus apa itu yang disebut afterlife kalo begitu?

gue sendiri, pengen bisa reinkarnasi. gue pengen hidup kembali buat ngebenerin kesalahan kesalahan yang gue lakuin di masa lalu (even with different physical appearance).i really do.

fyi, i've added a chat box on the left bar. feel free to say hi to me ;)

begitu katanya

2010-10-18T18:00:00.003+07:00

"aku memang menggoda", katanya melanjutkan.
"tapi aku 'menggoda' manusia dengan tujuan ingin membebaskan mereka dari kediktatoran Tuhan yang telah membuat hegemoni dan dominasi nilai- nilai moral atas makhluknya. kediktatoran Tuhan memukul rata semuanya, diberlakukan secara universal tanpa memahami hasrat setiap individu yang sejatinya ingin bebas. coba bayangkan, aku ditetapkan begitu saja sebagai 'si jahat', apakah aku tak boleh menjadi 'si baik' tersebab aku tak ingin jahat? parahnya Tuhan menetapkan dosa dan pahala tanpa konfirmasi. Ia yang menentukannya sendiri.."

curhat setan, Fahd Djibran

forgotten idols

2010-08-25T19:31:00.007+07:00

found these on YouTube.
they are my favorite Indonesian idol finalist.love love their voice soo much :)

sorry for poor quality videos. i can't find better videos of them :(
but please, enjoy their songs :)

cooking frenzy

2010-08-23T20:36:00.006+07:00

I have new hobby during fasting month : COOKING!
so yeah, i'm a newbie, i just doing some easy recipes like potatoes, potatoes and potatoes. i have to tell you, I LOVE POTATOES.

this is my first cook during fasting month. i don't know what it's called but it taste good (my bf and his family told me so)

I LOVE U

this is actually mashed potato with burger beef filling, deep fried with flour and sprinkled with cheddar cheese. the best thing is, my bf liked it.haha

the second it's actually my brother's cook. we watch a mouth-watering culinary show on TV and he saw a diner's made french fries with cheese. then he want to make some like that.

it should be looked like this:

but then, it turns out to be something like this:

a total failure

my brother wants to bake those fries first so the cheese will melt. but unfortunately, the baker is broken so my mom told him to cook those fries on stove. everyone knows, it won't work. duh?

and turns out, the cheese are not melted but fried. i laugh when i saw my brother's cook. sooo funny

so, yeah, i should probably try better recipes and hope it will taste good or even better. wish me luck!

i'm ready, vacation :)

2010-08-19T12:56:00.005+07:00

sebenrnya, gue bukan "siap untuk berlibur" tapi "butuh berlibur". liburan gue FYI, CUMA SEBULAN, dan diisi dengan hal yang sangat tidak seru dan mengasyikan dimana seharusnya gue bisa nikmatin liburan lebih lama lagi, my university sucks.
satu satunya liburan gue (sebenernya ngga bisa dibilang liburan juga, orang gue ga kemana mana kok -,-) pas gue kemaren ke bandung 2 hari sama temen-temen gue. kita nginep di penginapan bokapnya temen gue. jadi gratis, terimakasih gue bisa menghemat uang. hahaha

gue sampe bandung sore sekitar jam 4an kalo ngga salah.
terus karna ujan, gue juga males mau kemana- mana. akhirnya gue sama temen-temen main uno sampe bosen. ga lama temen gue ngajakin ke PVJ (paris van java) yang ternyata sangatlah deket dari penginapan gue.haha

gue, rian, pita

asik, akhirnya kita ke PVJ, terus end up nyangsang di sour sally. payah banget emang, gue udah jauh-jauh ke bandung makannya ke sour sally jugaa. tapi yaudah lah, niat awal mau makan mie kocok pun gagal karena udah kemaleman dan kita ngga tau yang jual mie kocok dimana. eh, sebenrnya gue ngga tau loh, mie kocok itu apa bedanya sama mie-mie lainnya?hahaha
akhirnya kita makan nasi goreng. terus pulaang.

di kamar fot-foto (andin, pita, gue)

besokannya, rencana mau ke lembang (ga ngerti juga kenapa temen-temen gue pengen ke lembang? padahal mah lembang ga ada apa-apaan?)
dan ternyata, gagal lagi sodara-sodara, karena gue males. AHAHA
akhirnya, gue nyari makan kan tuh,pas banget sebelah penginapan gue ada sekolahan, yang menandakan pasti ada abang-abang jualan makanan. dan gue seneng banget kayak di surga makanan (padahal mah makanan pinggir jalan, gue udah seneng banget ampe bingung mau makan apa?)
istilahnya, semua cheklist abang-abang jajanan kesukaan gue ada disitu semua;

1. abang batagor (anyway, gue baru tau ternyata batagor itu singkatan lho. batagor : bakso tahu goreng)
2. abang cireng isi
3. abang kentang krispy (gue menulis krispy pake "k" bukan pake "c" karena kentangnya tidak serenyah keliatannya. maklum, makanan pinggir jalan -,-)
4. abang lumpia basah (gue kangen lumpia basah seletah hampir 3 tahun ga makan itu)

anyway, gue pernah sarapan di bandung, makan kentang crispy, itu enak banget loh, pokoknya di depan FO (factory outlet) di daerah dago. itu beneran enak ampe rasanya gue pengen minta mentahnya biar bisa gue goreng di rumah. hahaha

lalu, bencana pun datang karena temen gue, yang nyewain penginapan berantem sama pacarnya, dan akhirnya mereka berdua pulang duluan dan menelantarkan teman-temannya tanpa ngerti ada apa dan harus gimana. mereka pergi gitu aja gitu? astaga -,-
mendadak suasana jadi ga enak, kacau dan bingung. akhirnya, yang tadinya kita mau pulang besok paginya akhirnya di percepat jadi malam itu juga. gue langsung mesen travel. kacau balau semuanyaa. gue masih punya waktu sampe jam 8 malam buat jalan-jalan di bandung. akhirnya gue ke kartika sari buat beliin oleh-oleh nyokap. abis itu keliling-keliling bentar dan balik pas mau maghrib.

nah, bisa keliatan kan kalo gue ke bandung pas itu ngga bisa dibilang liburan?
makanya gue pengen banget nget nget ketemu lebaran biar gue bisa pulang kampung dan jalan jalan. karena emang tradisi keluarga gue, kita liburannya pas lebaran itu. dan menjajah daerah yang kita belom pernah kunjungin, lebih spesifiknya kalo ngga jawa tengah, jawa timur. so yeah,i want holiday pleaseeeeeee?

feels like riding a roller coaster

2010-08-11T21:47:00.005+07:00

there are too many things i want to say and ask. but every time i want to write it down, i always get stuck. i can't find the right words to describe this roller coaster feeling.

And even now, I still don’t know how I felt for you. I can’t tell in words to describe my feelings for you (it’s not like how-I-really-in-love-with-you, but it’s more like I-don’t-know-if-I-like-you-or-not)

"i am in misery, there ain't nobody who can comfort me"

maroon 5 - misery

crash and burn

2010-07-30T23:46:00.003+07:00

sayang.

hilang.

saya.

mohon.

kembali.

merasa memiliki.

maaf.

maaf.

maaf.

berantakan.

tidak berarti.

tidak ingin kehilangan.

hancur.

kembalilah.

sayang.

super combo!

2010-07-25T21:53:00.010+07:00

okee post gue disini mau cerita tentang hobi-makan-gue. hal ini gue lakukan karena gue lagi lapaaaar! mendadak gue pengen makan makanan ini :

sashimi
udah dari lama gue belom kesampean makan itu salmon-segar-dicelup-kecap-asin. nyuuumm!

macaroni panggang
gue kangen banget sama macaroni panggang di bogor. tempatnya homey banget, dikelilingin pohon tua jadinya adeeeem. terus makanannya juga enak enak :9

bubur ayam barito
udah banyak yang bilang kalo bubur ini enaak banget. buburnya banyak, yang bikin beda, dia dikasih cheese stick, dan ga tau kenapa itu bisa jadi enaaaaak banget!

iga bakar
aduuuh, enaknya.apalagi kalo dagingnya gampang dilepas dari tulangnya. yummm!

mohon dimaklumi ya kalo bikin yang baca ikut laper. gue juga laper meen..haha
dan maaf juga kalo post gue nyampah (gue rasa ga cuma post ini yang nyampah) :P

randomized

2010-07-13T00:00:00.007+07:00

okay, after i re-read all my blog post, i feel like i'm such a random person. i wrote whatever i want and everything i've been thinking about. it's kinda' weird to see the fact that i'm a random person (admitting it doesn't make me feel any better, actually) oh god, see?? random again! errr!

but knowing and admitting i am a random person, i feel guilty about it. why? because i'm thinking how about my future if I'm still a random person?
i feel terrible now because i'm not a really ambitious person. at first, i thought ambitious is a bad (oh no, annoying) behavior (is ambitious a behavior or is just something you think about?)
but now, i see that ambition is really gonna help to see your future. is something you are strive to get. a goal. something you want to get so bloody bad.
actually i'm kinda like "just go with the flow" person. i don't want to rush things. but now it is clear to me, some ambitious person are more successful than me. and i want to be like them, so much.they can get whatever they want.
why can't i?

am i too late to realize it? i hope not, because i feel really want to change. make some goals and what-to-do list. and again, i hope it works because if it's not, i'd be useless person (for myself)
oh, and i'm doing this not for other people around me,it's for myself.
god, please help me to do this, amin :')

FYI, after i re-read this post (before i want to publish it) i'm thinking that this post is also random! oh my, i guess my brain start to work randomly so it makes me thinking everything is random. errrrr!
yeah i have to admit, my blog is totally random. sometimes i wrote in English and sometimes i wrote in Indonesian. sometimes about stupid things and sometimes about something more complicated like love and life. and i've been thinking to delete all my older post and start something new (not some random posts again) but i don't want to delete those old posts (feeling gulity)

any suggestions?

THE SIMPSONS FEVER

2010-07-07T19:18:00.010+07:00

hooo yeeeaah!
dengan sangat terpaksa saya harus mengakui bahwa saya mulai suka dan hampir kecanduan nonton serial the simpsons *sigh*ini semua gara-gara kelakuan kakak gue yang sepanjang hari nyetel itu film sialan. huhupagi, sambil sarapan nonton the simpsons di FOX channel, siangnya nonton the simpsons dari DVD, terus malem, nonton lagi di FOX channel. my life is full with you, simpsons!grrr!
ada aja gitu ceritanya yang bikin gue penasaran terus,lucu, bego, bikin mikir, campur aduk deh di film itu.
yang paling gue suka adalah omongannya Homer kalo lagi kesel, dia pasti ngucapin "d'ah!" (ya, ya, gue tau lo pasti ngga kebayang nadanya gimana, makanya nonton aja filmnya) AHAHA
karakter masing- masing tuh kuat banget dan ga ada yang mirip (kecuali Bart sama Homer, sama begonya)
belom lagi si Maggie (anaknya yang paling kecil) lucu banget. dia walaupun diem- diem gitu suka ngagetin. yang tau-tau jago bela diri lah, jago nyetir lah..ada aja :)
oke, gue perkenalkan mereka satu-satu ya biar adil (siapa juga gitu yang berebut pengen tau?)haha

here goes..

HOMER
pemarah, bodoh (super bodoh),romantis, baik hati,berpikiran pendek.

BART
nakal, jahil, bodoh, kadang jadi kakak yang baik buat lisa, cerdik

LISA
adik perempuannya bart, pintar (ehm,jenius), suka musik jazz, buddhist, baik hati. pokoknya tipikal anak kesayangan mama papa deh.

MAGGIE
imut, lucu, negemesin, diem-diem menghanyutkan

MARGE
ibu yang baik, pintar, pengertian, ga neko- neko.hahah

in all, the simpsons are, good (but not good for your brain actually) haha

otak yang tidak sinkron part 2

2010-06-22T08:10:00.003+07:00

kembali, gue melakukan kebdohan dan mengumbar aib sendiri di depan teman teman -_-

pas gue lagi jalan sama temen temen gue jaman SMA (emang ini jaman apaa?kok kesannya udah berpuluh tahun yang lalu?ahaha) gue minjem hp temen gue yang kebetulan BB, gue disuruh ngetikin sms sama temen gue.
yaudah lah, gue ambil tuh hp, dan dengan begonyaaaa gue mencetin layarnya dan ini ada percakapan singkat dengan temen gue.

ayas : (ngeliat temennya bego) wit, lo ngapain?
gue : (masih mencetin layar BB dengan muka bingung) ga tau nih, ko ga bisa di pencet ya?
ayas : wiwiiiit lo ngapaaaain??hp gue kan ga touchscreeen!
gue : (cengegesan) oiya yaaa? ahuahahahaha
ayas : bego.

gue dengan bodohnya menganggap hp temen gue sama seperti hp gue, touchscreen. mau ampe kiamat juga ngga bakal bisa dipenceeeet.ah, bodohnya..

eh, anyway, gue mau nyari laginya THE NOISSETES ngga dapet dapet deeh :(
enak loh lagunya, gue suka deh yang judulnya "wild young heats"

kepalsuan atau kemunafikkan?

2010-05-29T00:19:00.002+07:00

i was just thinking, gara- gara gue ngambil tes tentang kepribadian di www.mypersonality.info/
gue jadi mikirin satu hal karena gue ngebandingin jawaban gue dengan temen gue.

ternyata hasil personality tes temen gue itu bertolak belakang banget sama hasil tes gue. terus? kenapa selama ini kita bisa berteman kalo ternayata personality kita bertolak belakang?
gue mulai memikirkan beberapa kemungkinan yang bisa terjadi :

1. gue dulu emang berteman baik, dulu. ngga tau sekarang gimana
2. mungkin gue selama ini cuma menangin ego gue yang bilang "kalo sekarang temenan, sampe nanti juga tetep bakal temenan" tanpa ngeliat perubahan- perubahan yang ada.
3. gue sadar kalo kita beda, tapi karena gue udah bikin statement "gue temenan sama dia" gue selalu nutup mata ketika gue mulai sadar kita beda (bahasa gampangnya : munafik)

nah, terus pasti muncul kan pertanyaan kenapa lo tau lo ga cocok terus lo tetep jalanin aja kaya ga ada apa-apa?

menurut gue, alasan yang paling klise ketika orang melakukan atau mengucap kemunafikan it's simply because you don't want to hurt his/her feeling.
alasannya sepele, tapi ujungnya bakal panjang. kasus ini seriiiing banget gue alami. gue sering kejebak di situasi yang gue ngga suka atau dengan orang yang ngga gue suka terus gue tetep berusaha bertahan disitu karena that-fucking-cliche-thing-that-i-always-can't-handle-it dan akhirnya gue terhanyut dengan perasaan ngga mau nyakitin dan akhirnya gue membuat kebohongan kebohongan supaya ngga menyakiti perasaan orang itu.
lama- kama gue gerah juga punya sifat kayak gitu.
anybody can help me? -,-

teori kaca spion

2010-05-15T21:47:00.003+07:00

I re-post this from typaw's. and i really looovvvveee it :)
a verry good theory, indeed..

"Kenangan udah berlalu, jangan terlalu fokus sama kenangan, fokuslah sama apa yang ada sekarang (kaca depan atau jalan yang didepan). Kenangan boleh dilihat sekali-kali, asal jangan terlalu sering karena kenangan bisa merusak apa yang ada didepan. Jadikan kenangan sebuah panutan supaya kita ngga mengulangi kesalahan yang sama."

masa lalu/ kenangan itu kayak kaca spion.

and this is how it feels

2010-05-12T20:40:00.010+07:00

lustful

desperation

day of entwined fate

on contrary

upon the rainbow

this poems are taken from a book "Pesan Dari Bintang" (exept the first pict, it's originally mine)
book author : sitta karina

it's only matter of time

2010-04-24T23:51:00.002+07:00

i want my old life back!

gue mau kembali ke masa gue smp, cupu, belajar gaul, ga banyak tingkah, teman adalah no.1, curi-curi pandang sama gebetan, nulis buku curhat (super lame, i know -_-), bersemangat sekolah karna bakalan liat si gebetan, belajar HTSan, main ke mall, photo box dengan pose sok asik, ngejodohin temen dan lain lain.
gue pengen ngerasain lagi yang namanya suka seseorang secara diam-diam dan kemudian surprisingly gue malah jadiannya sama orang lain.

gue pengen kembali ke jaman dimana gue masih belum tau apa-apa. life is soo simple and a lot easier to face.
i just really want my old life back. i hate to know many things, especially things that i shouldn't know.

gue pengen kembali ke masa dimana gue ga kenal sama lo, dan gue akan bersikap skeptis sama lo waktu itu, karena gue sekarang merasa menyesal, kenal sama lo.
just leave me.

super quick update

2010-04-04T12:18:00.003+07:00

A VERRY BUSY WEEK! LOOTSSSSS OF ASSignments. it's killing me!

gimana ceritanya coba, masa hampir semua matakuliah ngasih tugas dengan deadline yang sama? WTF maaaan!
oke, gue ngepost karena gue lagi jenuh ngerjain tugas. siapa tau abis ngepost ini, gue dapet pencerahan dan bisa kembali mengerjakan tugas dengan riang gembira (ngarep)
dan ya, pada akhirnya gue cuma bisa bilang, "well,welcome to university" *sigh*

otak yang tidak sinkron

2010-02-24T23:31:00.003+07:00

ga tau kenapa beberapa waktu belakangan ini, otak gue suka ga sinkron gitu sama mulut gue. jadi yang sering terjadi adalah, gue nangkep apa yang orang lain omongin ke gue, tapi pas gue mau ngerespon, jawaban gue jadi ngga nyambung gitu. oke, ini ada beberapa contoh percakapan yang membuat gue berasa bego gara- gara ngejawab omongan orang dengan sangat tidak nyambung.

kejadian 1 :
gue lagi mau mesen ruangan di pix,(semacam bioskop mini yang bisa diisi 10 orang dalam 1 ruangan) gue akhirnya nelpon ke tempat itu kaan..
mas mas : halo? dengan pix margo city.
gue : mas, saya mau nanya, ada ruangan yang kosong ga? kalo ada, jam berapa?
mas mas : ada mbak, nanti jam 7.
gue : bisa di booking ngga mas?
mas mas : bisa mbak, atas nama siapa ya?
gue : (tentu saja gue booking atas nama gue, orang gue yang nelpon) haha
mas mas : oke.terimakasih ya mbak.

--end of conversation 1--

pas gue udah mau nyampe tempatnya, gue di telpon sama si mas mas pixnya.

mas mas : mbak, saya cuma mau ngasih tau aja, ruangan yang mbak pesen udah kosong.
gue : (diem sebentar) HAH? SERIUS MAS? UDAH KOSONG??? (ya, gue agak teriak ngomongnya dan dengan nada shock kaya ngga percaya gitu)
mas mas : diem..
gue : diem..
(ngga lama gue nyadar gitu kalo gue barusan ngeluarin kata- kata super ngga nyambung, dan gue ketawa ngakak.parah)
maaf ya mas, hahahaha. saya udah mau nyampe kok. tunggu bentar ya mas.

--end of conversation 2--

jadi di situ, gue nangkepnya kalo ruangan yang gue pesen itu udah dipake sama orang lain yang akan berakibat gue harus nunggu lagi sekitar 2 jam buat bisa nonton disitu.makanya respon gue jadi lebay banget gitu. HAHAHAHAHA

pas nyampe di tempatnya, si mas mas yang telponan sama gue itu senyam senyum najong dengan tampang sedikit menghina. kayak dia bilang secara ngga langsung, "bego lo!"

kejadian 2:
gue lagi ngobrol- ngobrol sama temen temen les gue, typaw dan shynta tentang pengajar les bahasa inggris (yang ganteng itu) dulu di BTA. nah, si typaw kan 1 kampus gitu ceritanya sama kakak kakak ganteng itu(oke, let's call him "oppa")

typaw : (nunjukin fotonya dia sama si "oppa" pas dia di wisuda)
gue : (tercengang dengan penuh rasa iri)

--end of 1--

terus ceritanya dia hari itu mau ketemu sama si "oppa".
typaw : iya, hari ini gue tadinya mau ketemu sama si "oppa" tapi ngga jadi, soalnya dia masih jauh gitu.
gue : kenapa ngga ketemuan di kampus aja? bukannya dia masih nyelesein skripsi ya?
typaw : (nyadar, temennya bego) lah? kok nyelesein skripsi? lo ngga liat tadi gue foto sama dia pas dia wisuda???
gue : (nyadar dan berasa bego) oh, iya juga ya? AHAHAHAHAHA
typaw : HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

kira kira gitu deh percakapannya. mungkin kalo typaw baca, dia bisa menjelaskan lebih detail? :P

malunya saya -________-

padahal perbincangan itu terjadi ngga lama setelah gue liat foto itu. sangat sangatlah aib sodara sodara. gue harap gue bisa cepet sembuh dari penyakit " otak-suka-ngga-sinkron-dengan-mulut" ini. maluuu gueeeeee!!

favourites :)

2010-02-22T22:32:00.002+07:00

okay, sesuai dengan yang gue janjikan pada postingan sebelumnya, gue mau ngasih beberapa kata-kata yang gue sangat suka dan ngebuat gue mikir dari novel "curhat setan" karya fahd djibran.

here goes..

pergi adalah melanjutkan kehidupan lain, yang pelan- pelan meniadakan kehadiranku di sini, di sampingmu. tetapi, aku tidak akan sepenuhnya pergi, hanya tidak lagi menjadi bagian dari peristiwa- peristiwa yang kau alami dalam hidup milikmu.

"seperti gerimis, aku jatuh cinta perlahan lahan.

seperti badai, aku ingin mencintaimu sampai mati"

aku ingin mencintaimu seperti lagu wajib di sekolah dasar dulu/ lagu yang tak meminta kemampuan apa-apa, sederhana/ lagu yang hanya meminta dirinya dinyanyikan, itu saja.

dan pernyataan yang ini membuat gue mikir. katanya gaarder dalam buku sophie's world;

" orang dewasa telah banyak kehilangan daya kritis dan daya imajinasi mereka. mereka menentukan banyak hal dengan ukuran-ukuran, penilaian-penilaian, dan batasan-batasan. maka, bagi orang dewasa, dunia menjadi kaku. orang dewasa adalah mereka yang menganggap kehidupan seperti "apa adanya" dan harus dijalani begitu saja. aku suka anak kecil, karena mereka selalu punya imajinasi dan kritis, selalu ingin tahu"

iya juga ya kalo di pikir- pikir? mana ada orang dewasa kayak gitu? jadi gue nangkepnya bahwa sebenernya yang paling kritis tuh anak- anak (tapi ngga nutup kemungkinan juga kalo orang dewasa itu kritis). kebanyakan orang yang semakin dewasa, semakin tau batasan. benar-salah, iya-tidak, kaya-miskin, dst. hal- hal itulah yang gue rasa bikin kekritisan orang dewasa berkurang. mereka terlalu sibuk untuk mikir gimana caranya supaya bisa bertahan hidup daripada mikirin kenapa dia hidup? interesting topic right? sepele sih, tapi ga tau kenapa gue paling seneng ngebahas pernyataan- pernyataan yang butuh di pertanyakan lebih jauh atau di diskusiin lebih jauh kayak pernyataannya gaarder itu :)

"curhat setan"

2010-02-20T07:13:00.004+07:00

Judul Buku : Curhat Setan – Karena Berdosa Membuatmu Selalu Bertanya
Penulis : Fadh Djibran
Penerbit : Gagas Media
Jumlah Halaman : 172 Halaman
Harga : Rp. 28.000

alasan kenapa gue beli buku ini :

1. judulnya menggoda banget dan ngebuat gue penasaran banget pengen baca.
2. covernya bagus, harganya pas sama kantong gue yang sekarat.
3. bau kertasnya gue sukaaaaa bangeeet! bau kertas lapuk, baunya persis kaya bau kertas buku harry potter :)
4. tadinya gue mau beli buku "the naked traveler" tapi ternyata duit gue ngga mencukupi. akhirnya gue mencari alternatif yang lebih murah dulu untuk sementara.
5. gue ga betah kalo liburan ngga baca buku. dan ngga punya sesuatu yang bisa di baca.

pas gue baca, bahasanya kok agak ngeribetin ya? susah di cerna. dan setelah gue perhatiin, ternyata buku itu buku sastra. pantesan ajaaaaaaa -.-
tapi gue ngga ngerasa rugi atau salah beli kok. soalnya ternyata isinya baguuus :)
gue suka banget sama orang bisa merangkai kata yang sebenernya simpel, tapi jadi complicated gara gara nysunnya bagus (ehm, gue ngga bisa ngejelasin apa yang gue maksud kayaknya. gue harap lo ngerti aja yahh.hehe)

penulisnya tuh mempertanyakan hal hal yang mungkin kedengerannya sepele, tapi sebenernya patut di pertanyakan juga. tentang hidup, jati diri. ketemu banget deh, gue berasa cocok banget soalnya gue juga suka mempertanyakan hal-hal kecil semacam itu.
banyak kata- kata yang gue suka gara-gara ngerangkainya emang cihui. haha. i will give you my favourite quotes on my next post (mulai begaye sastra nih gueee)

bali vay-kay : )

2010-01-26T22:51:00.009+07:00

HELLO! gue seminggu yang lalu abis ke bali. fyi ya, secara dadakan. gue liburan disaat gue harusnya mempersiapkan diri buat UAS. ya, gue ke bali pas minggu tenang. HAHAHA. gue ke bali bareng temen gue, vieza. temen seperjuangan kemana mana.hahaha
gue cuma 3 hari di bali. tap ya tetep seru ( walaupun beih seru lagi kalo rame rame sama anak morfin )

gue kemaren itu sempet ke pantai yang supercool! namanya pantai dreamland. pantainya masih biru banget. deket daerah GWK. jadi pantai itu bisa dibilang private beach. soalnya masuk masuk ke dalem gitu. dan masih sepi disitu.
nih fotonya;

isn't it tempting? hahaha. saya mencoba buat anda iri dengan ini :P

lalu, kembali gue menemukan sesuatu yang amazing. gue ketemu BULMIS A.K.A : bule miskin.HAHAHA
gue ketemu orang ini dibandara pas gue mau balik ke jakarta. ajaib bener deh ni orang. one of a kind pokoknya :P

see..that's why i called him "bulmis"

bukti no. 1 : dia bawa bawa topi caping 2 di atas tasnya
bukti no.2 : dia ngegantungin sepatunya di tas for god's sake! gilaaa ini nih yang ajaib bener.jadi tuh kalo dia jalan jalan sambil bawa tas,sepatunya jadi ngegantung goyang- goyang kemana mana. rusuh banget deh aah.hahaha
ditambah lagi gue sempet ngegepin dia lagi duduk anteng di bandara, dan ternyata dia lagi ngitungin recehan!!hahahaha. gue ngakak ngeliatnya, sayang banget gue ga punya fotonya pas dia sedang tertangkap basah keliatan miskinnya. hahahahaha
wahai bulmis entah dimana kau kini berada, maafkan saya telah mempermalukan anda di sini.HAHAHAHA

business and opportunities

2010-01-14T09:35:00.003+07:00

oke, postingan gue sbenarnya terilhami gara" kejebak macet. ga tau kenapa, kalo macet malah otak bisnis gue jalan. semua pemikiran gue ini terjadi di mobilnya wawa. and this goes on. begini ceritanya, pertama kali itu gue "meneliti" gara" macet di pejaten. gue ngeliat pejaten village. nah, temen gue yang namanya wawa itu nanya,

wawa: kok sekarang jarang ya mall" ngasih tau ada film apa aja yang lagi di puter. kan jadi ngeribetin kalo mau nonton, musti buka websitenya 21 dulu. zz
gue : iya juga ya, di penvil juga ga ada (sambil mikir) apa jangan" itu strategi marketing mallnya ya?
wawa: maksud lu?
gue: iya, jadi kalo ada orang yang kepengen nonton kaya kita, tapi ga tau ada film apa aja kan akhirnya jadi secara "terpaksa" masuk mallnya dulu, baru deh ngecek langsung film yang diputer disitu, nah jadi seengaknya kita pasti masuk mall dulu dan liat" dulu deh apa aja yang ada disitu (dengan nada sok tau) hahahaha
wawa: diem, mikir..(ga lama) iya juga ya? bener tuh kayaknya.hahahaha
akhirnya kita berdua ketawa gara- gara analisa yang sok tau. gue, sebagai calon mahasiswi jurusan marketing, jadi merasa insting marketing gue mulai tumbuh.hahaha

terus, kemaren juga terjadi pemikiran sok tau pas lagi macet. kan kalo di kuningan,pasti macet kalo jam pulang kantor, akhirnya gue juga ikut kejebak macet. eeh.. masa pas lagi macet,di jalur cepat ada abang jualan bapao? keren gak tuh?hahahaha
dan gue kira, cuma 1 doang. eh, ternyata beberapa meter kemudian, ada lagi, ada lagi dan ada lagi. kereeeeen!!hahahaha
gue juga akhirnya tergoda buat beli. naah, abis beli itu lah gue jadi melihat peluang bisnis. gue berasa pengen buka usaha jualan burger di jalur cepat kuningan pas macet. atau ngga jualan pop ice supaya yang abis beli makanan gak seret. hahahahaha
nah, itu artinya gue butuh tukang jualan yang handal. berikut kriterianya :

1. ganteng (ini mah maunya gue aja) hahaha
2. harus jago lari (supaya bisa ngejar mobil kalo pas udah ngga macet)
3. harus cekatan bikin makanan / minumannya
4. harus berani malak (takutnya pembelinya kabur pas udah ngga macet)

jadi, silahkan kirim CV anda jika berminat (LOH??) hahahaha
jadi gitu lah kira- kira pemikiran konyol gue kalo udah kejebak macet. zz
jika anda mau bilang saya tolol, silahkan..hahahaha

udah yaaa. gue mau ngampus. hari terakhir ngampus dan gue malah jadi males- malesan. daaah :)